lost in words

The End.

2009-03-18T02:15:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the last day of my 3rd yr. life. I don't know what to feel! And at the same time I don't know what to write... I'm getting tired here on my blog. I registered for a subdomain hosting but I think it's still unfinished [long story].

Here's what happened:

We heard mass first. Then they fixed the room bec. we are planning to surprise Ms. Villavicencio. We called her at the Faculty room and we used our convincing powers to make her go upstairs [in our room] bec. she has a class on the 1st yr. I bet she knew it bec. it's unusual for students to force their teachers to go to their room and sign clearance or check if the room is clean? [our reasons. :P]

We hid the foods and stuffs at the other room.

She made a sort of "thank you and sorry" speech. And now, I understand her. I mean she said sorry to me right before she signed my clearance and asked some questions about Geometry [but she told me I should just narrate what I learned but for the others, she asked] then I apologized too.

There's many foods! I was starving to death as always.

But I wasn't able to eat bec. I saw my G and she told me they were boycotting the practice churva with O and I joined them. Hidden identities. Ba ka magsumbong kayu eh!

No pics. I was being KJ since morning and I'm not in the mood to deal with the day. That's why I didn't bring the Cam and now I was regretting. If ever, I'm not comfortable to purloin my classmates' pics even if my face was there. I know how it feels. :/ In any other condition and you still want to see it, just drop on our FS: http://profiles.friendster.com/sgajuniors0809

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We I mean they had a practice for the recognition/graduation whatever I was incapable of going since I have my eye check-up at 10 at East Avenue and it was distant from here. After that, I SMSed [there's no such thing as texted. hmm. but it's included in Text lingos] *rephrase* I texted s5 and she told me she went home so I decided to go to SM nalang. I hope no one's mad. :(

Turn-Over 2009-2010

2009-03-14T03:05:00.000-07:00

Outgoing and Incoming CAT Officers Nakahanay sa stage chka yung sword s5, s2, s3 Turn-Over. Ang paglilipat ng responsibilidad sa mga susunod na CAT Officers...

It was last March 10 at 8am in our school's gymnasiun. I was excited and nervous. Excited bec. we'll be the next leaders and nervous bec. I don't know what to expect and surprise pa yung positions namin.

When I went out of the house naka-Type A unif. ako. I didn't wore my combat shoes, beret, sword band, and my hair wasn't in pijuan yet. Fortunately, hinahatid kami ng uncle ko and kung mag-cocomute, ba ka isipin sinasalakay ng militar ang Caloocan. I saw a girl nga pala wearing the same unif. in a jeepney.

I got to school and I was cramming kasi nga incomplete unif. pa ko. Pagkatapos ng Rosary, umakyat kami sa gym para sa finishing touches ng stage. Di kami magkanda ayos dun sa beret! Don't ask why.

We were like panicking. Kasi yung foods pa di pa ayos. Akyat-baba kami kasi inaassist namin yung 3rd yr, naka Type C sila.

The program was starting, then inannounce na ni Sir Yamzon yung mga ranks. Whoa! I never expect na S3 ako! Buti na lang sinabi kasi ba ka mag hysterical/magwala/mahimatay/manapak/maiyak/masira yung stage kung dun pa sinabi.

There's many things that bothered me. Galaw ako ng galaw. Di ako mapakali! Since wala naman kaming presentation, yun naka-hanay nga lang. Ang galing ng exhibition ng CAT officers!

So Turn-Over Ceremony na..

tentenenen... *drum rolls*

Platoon Leaders - Penaranda Jobert and Yin Aries
Bravo Batallion Commander - Sanchez, Diego
Alpha Batallion Commander - Magdaong, Mara
S5 Medical Officer - Sanchez, Precious
S4 Supply Officer - Biana, Veronica
S3 Training Officer - Torres, Ranyah
S2 Intelligence Officer - de Luis, Jan
S1 Adjutant - Devilla, DanPaul
Corr. Commander - Pagaduan, Jesson

Congrats sating lahat! Let's do it! TEAM!!!
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There was something wrong w/ my sword. Nahuhulog sya! Nung speech nga ng Corr. e I was fixing it kakahiya.. o.o Thank God, baligtad lang pala sya. E maglalakad pa naman kami ba ka mahuloooog!

Kami yung Exit of Colors. Mine was the Papal Flag (w/c before I called Linguistics) My sword band was long kaya sumasayad yung sword sa lupa. Nung naglalakad ako, tinatamaan yung isa kong paa. Feeling ko nga matatapilok ako e! But Thank God again, hindi naman.

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I was going out of the school to get some ice when I saw someone. I didn't count on his coming! I PMed him so many times kung ikaw ba naman makukulitan ka rin nu. He was sorry for he's late but of course I didn't mind it at least nandun sya. I was going ~~*pardon-hug-pardon*~~ If it wasn't for the sword clinging on my shoulder.

I won't elaborate on this. Ba ka magkarong ng issue. ^^,

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We spoke to the cadets (3rdyr) about samin and sa mga changes na dapat i-expect. Hmm... ?? :b

Nag-trained na rin nga pala kami. Pero sneak peek lang.

Ciao!

Neon Lights on Your Gray Dashboard.

2009-02-26T03:14:00.000-08:00

This has been a challenging week. There's many things to be fulfilled and the honor students' finals will be last week. As usual, tinatakbuhan ko na naman responsibilities ko ^^, and I'm starting to be dependent bec. I rely on people I know that will finish the job and I don't want to continue that horrible action I wanna be on pace again, enjoying the adrenaline rush.

I'm enjoying our Chemistry classes, our lessons is easy but needs a lot of computation and you'll head would probably burst if you don't have sci cal. Kasi before talaga, I'll choose Biology over Chemistry bec. its much easier for me and I like our teacher before in Bio but sadly she resigned don't get me wrong, I like our Chemistry teacher too she's actually my favorite (pero di ako favorite ng subject nya!:p) bec. she really dedicates herself to her students and makes sure that her students learn.

We have this project in Filipino, I think I've told you this one but for the sake of those passive readers, I'll tell it again. We are ought to play Noli Me Tangere and we have 4 groups before bec. Ms. Gemina said that we should merge to one. I'm our group's assistant leader and as I wrote in my upper statement, I'm running again from what I am suppose to do. tee hee ;))

I want to be part of the success of it but there's so many factors that hinders it.

Sobraaang hirap pala ng may kaaway, iwas dito, iwas doon. =D
You should make CIRCLE of friends and don't be over protective. ;]
Ayokong maging ~~"Corr. Commander kuno"~~ sa practice namin!
Sana matapos na ang school year na to. :/
Motto namin sa Chemistry: Think fast, work fast.

Ellipsis

2009-02-22T18:27:00.001-08:00

Updating.. updating.. updating..

3 days kaming walang pasok :D My friends went to our house for the play in Filipino, gagawin naming movie yung Noli Me Tangere. Pero wala kaming nagagawa kasi puro daldalan, kainan, kwentuhan, lokohan, chismisan, lutuan, sigawan, harutan. They're going to Intramuros today and I really really regret na di ako makakasama kahit soobrang gusto ko. uuugh.

I'm currently reading If You Could See Me Now by Cecilia Ahern lent my Joan.
I'm currently listening to songs of Sara Bareilles.
I'm currently craving for chocolates.
I'm currently waiting for Midnight Sun.
I'm currently fixing my online and offline accounts.
I'm currently putting "copyrights" on my pics.

I'm eating our computer cords.

2009-02-17T04:23:00.001-08:00

Our dad gave us somethings! We received it after our JS Prom.

^Ang bango nyan, SUPER! (;

^ My brother is oh so loving that Vans. (black one) and I love the color of my Skechers. It also has some mini gems on the side^^;

May hang-over pa rin ako nung JS *yawns*

I learned something today: Kung nagmahal ka ng dalawa, piliin mo yung pangalawa. Dahil di ka naman maghahanap pa ng isa kung ok naman yung una. -Bob Ong

I want tons of chocolates!

*tooooooot*, I'm ready to get my heartbroken. xD

Let the moment show us the way.

2009-02-15T19:28:00.000-08:00

Our JS Prom was last Feb. 14 (Saturday) 6pm-12midnight at St. Paul Manila. Since I'm a Junior, it was my first time. It's a night of firsts. Throughout the night, it was like a roller coaster ride of emotions.

I went to the salon at 1pm and at 5pm I'm still unprepared. Ang daming inaayos tapos yung manicurist nasugatan pa ring finger ko and ayaw tumigil ng ~~dugo!~~ Ang cute ng curls ko, my hair became shoulder-length ^^,

My aunt was dismaying us di na daw kami aabot. Siya yung maghahatid. 5:30 kami umalis tapos traffic pa. I prayed really hard. And thankfully, kasabay namin yung ibang faculty staffs, w/c is late din.

Nasa Dining Hall na sila and agaw attention kami ng kuya-partner ko. I was fiercely trembling. All eyes were on us. Ngayon lang ba kayo nakakita ng late?! We were Table#12 w/c is for the late yata. I ate a viand and ice-tea. Yun lang. No rice. I don't want to ruin my lipstick chaka ba ka pumutok gown ko! ;P

Instead of stairs, ramp lahat ng dadaanan. I took my steps slowly. Iba na ang maingat. I was quite nervous about the cotillion bec. my gown was a bit long and my bolero was falling. Di ako makaikot ng matino kasi ang liit nung Dance Hall.

Then we proceeded to the Dance.. Dance.. Dance.. aka Free Dance.
Realizations, kaartehan, kadramahan:
All in all, I have 13 dances. May nakalimutan pa ata ako.
I enjoyed my dance with my Palits.

My stilettos are 3in.

And they're HOT!

My shortest dance was with Jonel, 10 sec lang ata yun. Hinatid nya ko sa kuya-partner ko which is hindo ako sinayaw.

Dance, like love, is a two-way relationship. Give and take. Be sensitive!

I'm writing a post na ang daming enter-enter. It's getting into my nerves! >:(

Last dances make me gloomy.

Right now, I'm disapointed. About it (prom) and everything esp. in our house. I hope something good will happen tomorrow.

Ang nipis na ng kilay ko! o.o

Contentment. Wula ako nun. Sorry! ^^;

The next day I woke up and my hair is still in curls.

My face was covered with layers and layers of make-ups.

Pauwi is 20mins. lang ata while papunta dun is an hour!

I found my new life.[[;

I feel like I'm floating that Prom Night.

My hair smells like spraynet.

Red is the new color of depression.

The world doesn't revolve on you nor me, it revolves on itself therefore we must do the same.

Di ko man lang nabasa yung Prom Special ng Candy.

When I was still in 2ndyr. me and Jmie predicted what will happen on Prom. But it didn't turn that way.

CONTENTMENT, Ranyah! Contentment! ^_______^

Kung wala ka ng magawa, mag-go-with-the-flow ka na lang.

The best way to run away is to go to the powder room.

Prom Queen si Mara. Prom King si Ryan. Ayii!! lol

Ms. Junior is Clarissa and Jesson is Mr. Junior

Marc and Nicole are Mr. and Ms. Senior

Emcees: Precious and Rosh. At lagi pa silang magkasayaw! heheheh.

Even a stare hurts.

If you said you've moved on, though at the bottom of you heart it's painful to see, go on. Keep lying to yourself.

Don't let some bastards ruin your night! Ignore them and smile. (=

Don't dwell on your mistakes. Go with the flow. Everything has reasons.

If it doesn't turn what you want it to be, there's always next year!

Pictures refresh our memories. xD

Don't frown. There's someone who's in love with your smile (killer smile.)

Bears and roses don't make a girl blush. It depends on the one who gave it.

Kung ayaw mo ng first and last dance mo, isipin mo na lang ang mga middle dances mo! ;D

Never expect too much.

We learn from our firsts!

There's no perfect moment, the one who makes it perfect is the one we're with.

I don't need boys. I just need some digicam and friends then I'm happy.

Siguro naman nahulaan nyo na kung anong nangyari nu. I really enjoyed taking pics. Next year, magiging photographer na lang ako. Di na ko sasayaw! =^.^= Pics here. && Something for Valentines!

There's a story behind my title. It's a line from a Close-up (toothpaste) commercial and when the first time I heard it, I've decided it will be the line on my JS Prom bec. when I entered highschool, I was really really looking forward to it and last vacation I planned to slim down for it, but my friend told me there will be no prom, so I didn't accomplished it. Summing up, it is FUN! *happy*

Yah know that I can take it.

2009-02-13T04:13:00.000-08:00

Our Semi-Finals is finally over. Yeh! [=
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First Day: Religion, English, Geometry

I did not study in our Religion class which is I'm happy for kasi situational yung mga tanong. Kung anu-ano pa ngang pinagkakabisado ko bago mag-exam! xD English was a bit hard mostly sa grammar. Akala ko kukuha sya sa Literature. pffft. Geometry is so easy! Sa lahat lahat ng exam na tinake ko dun, nung monthly test lang ng 1stgrading (6 mistakes) chaka ngayun lang aku di nahirapan. mwahahaha No sweat, piece of cake. ((:

Second Day: Home Economics, Chemistry, Computer

Medyo tinamad na akong mag-review. The only notebook I opened is my Chem. Nakakalito kasi. You have to do a lot as in A LOT of analyzing. Hindi pwedeng tira lang ng tira. I just scanned my book in TLE I thought na puro Bookkeeping lang. I'm enjoying it! Yun pala isang problem lang lalabas, hindi ko pa natapos! Computer? Sa araw araw na ginawa ng Diyos kahit kelan di ko sineryoso yan. Pero ang tataas ng grades ko ha! It always has been trouble-free. In short, I took for granted this day. Lumilipad ang isip ko. Wag kang sasabak sa gera ng wala kang kalaban-laban! :p

Third Day: World History, MAPEH, Filipino

I concentrated on our AP subject only. There's so many names, dates, places to be put on my brain! Fortunately, puro multiply choices sya. LAHAT. Yung Filipino di ko na ni-review yan! May plus+ naman kami e. (Ata.) Saksakan ng hirap yung MAPEH! You have to learn how to balance things. Actions over emotions. Anooooo??!?? o.o

My left eye is a bit red. This can't be!! Prom na tom.

Nagloloko yung post ko pag nag-uupload ako ng pic dito.

Nakakakilig na yung Betty La Fea! *blush*

We checked the CAT Semi-Fi of 4th yr. a while ago. Ang daya nila Aries and Jobert!

There she goes again.

2009-02-09T05:47:00.000-08:00

We went to Ateneo de Manila grade school last Saturday (Feb.7) We watched a play entitled "Ibong Adarna at ang Ala-ala ng Kristal" at their so-called Irwin Theatre. The entrance fee was 80 pesos. The participants were from other schools like: St. Bridgette, Miriam College, and of course Ateneo. The ages of the kids range from 10-13 years old. They started practicing last July 2008 and for 8months they met during Fridays and Saturdays. It's the 77th production of Ateneo Children Theatre.

I can follow the plot of the story since we studied Ibong Adarna during ou 1styear. There are 1,722 stanzas in the korido and it is believed to be Jose dela Cruz' work. Di naman buong story pinalabas, ba ka abutin kami ng isang linggo dun.

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I went to our school, our meeting place then we proceeded to Jan's house. Imagine, from 42 students, we were only 7? We rode a taxi. 200php. I slept while riding (even if my hair's still wet! xD) Nina sitted on my lap. 1taxi=5persons
It's my first time to go to Ateneo. I was like wooaaa. Walang sinabi ang San Gabrel!
At first we were dissapointed nga kasi puro "bata" kala namin may mga gwapo. hehe. But they are very nakakamangaha. On a 5-star comment, I'll give them 4^^

Shocking moment: nag-kissed si Don Juan (na gwapo) at si Maria Blanca. wuahaaaa. 0.0 I mean they are like bata pa para dun but for the sake of the play, parang papayag din ako. hehehhe.

May picture taking/autograph signing pagkatapos. Kaya lang umuwi na kami agad.

Nag-cab kami ule. Mas masaya. May naglalambingan, emo, nag-dadaydream, natutulog, photographer, at may nagsasalita at tawa ng tawa wala na syang kausap! :DD

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We ate at SM North then nagpaiwan kami ni Nina. Nag-malling at window shopping kami. We rode PUJ going home then may nakita akung Korean-looking guy (pati hairstyle) with a Korean-looking girl. Nag-blublush sya nung nag-uusap sila. Do I care? (;

Ka-chorvahan:

May Tokidoki bag na ko!

Should I try diet pills? Kakatamad mag-manual. lol

I don't want a first kiss!

There are two kinds of people in your life. People that are they to pick you up and people who are there to push you down. In the end, you're going to thank them both.

bago na skin ko dito. o diba 2months na lang di pa nakatiis!

semi-finals na namin sa Feb. 11-13. At di pa ko nag-rereview.

Di na ko gaanong excited sa Prom.

Wula yung iba kong classmate. Nag-join ng KADSA.

3 cadets lang kami sa COCC.

50 pesos nose bleed ;)

2009-02-02T03:03:00.000-08:00

Have I told you na nakasama ako sa officer sa CAT? You read that right, after 3 moths of sweat, sacrifices, and minsan ~~kadramahan~~ lol. I still can't believe na included ako, maybe I just lack some self esteem^^, This was announced last Friday (Jan. 29) and if you're wondering kung bakit di ko shinare agad, I put this post kasi sa tumblr ko. (?) But I deleted it kasi dito ko na nga lang nilagay.

So ayun, our prom is getting closer! I think I won't enjoy this kasi sa gown pa lang e. Nakakabadtrip! X( I'm gonna tell you what will I be wearing after the prom na lang para surprise. Ang panget ng partner ko! Inapi daw ba ang kapatid. Nakakairita na yung buhok ko!

Ang daming reklamo! haha. Enough of that :D

Before nung activity sa CL ang gulu-gulo namin. Pinatamaan mga COCC. *guilty*
I enjoyed yung activity bibigyan mu yung mga taong naging propeta sa buhay mo tapos lalagay mu sa right shoes nila. Ang bahoooo. 0.0
My mind's getting weak at analyzing. Balak ku pa naman sanang mag accounting! :DD pero ngayung 4th grading lang siguro to kasi excited na kung mag summer!!!
May bago kaming seating arrangement! Gusto ku na ngayon sana di na palitan. I'm with my girlfriends na chaka asa gitna aku. Madali ng makita sa recitation^^
Leader nga pala kami sa mga morning prayers etc. As usual, rosary na naman ako.
We had a planting project sa TLE. Kaya lang di ku alam kung anung tawag dun :P
Semi-finals (1st-3rdgrading) 3 days bago mag JS!
Turn-over na sa March 11!
Nag-training kami kanina sa COCC, ang bigat nung rifle kaya di ko mapantay.
My brother's pissing me off! >:(
Nitatamad na kung mag-aral . . . for the same reason as above..

I hope that me and my future boyfriend won't be like this! hekkhek. ^^.,

Dance Dance Into The Blue Sea

2009-01-29T03:12:00.000-08:00

Our JS prom was moved to Februaruary 14. I can't believe it! I am unprepared I still have some diets to consider! So.. looking at the bright side.. (if there are) no actually there's nothing.

Our practice was kanina. I was really agitated because I don't know who will be my partner and what if he doesn't like me?? ..If he try.. let's see!

My first partner was Joshua, a friend of my brother. Then the teachers called the choreographers kaya nagkagulo. You know whom my next partner is?

My..

My.. one and only

BROTHER.

Wtf??! Actually we stipulate ourselves and I regret it. Nakakasawa pala! Sa bahay.. sa school.. sa JS.. iisang mukha lang makikita mo! *sighs* There's no thrill! I am in Batch 1, there are 3. Nakakahilo pala o.0

I am in want of a different partner. If only I was taller.. and has more dancing skills. And if only I was prettier and sweet-smelling and has supple palms.. and.. if only.

I wanna hold your hand.. Life's too short for thinking for the things to come.. A little faith.. A little laugh.. A little pain.. Tell me what we're waiting for.. Things will be better if you'll just hold me.. So please tell me why don't you come around no more.. Nothing can come between us if you'll just hold.. If you're down.. I'm gonna hold you up.. Then we'll be swingin' and spinnin'

A whole new link.

2009-01-26T03:51:00.000-08:00

I CHANGED MY LINK. SADLY, I CAN'T OPEN MY ACCOUNT IN UNI.CC W/C IS MY HOST. I JUST CAN'T WAIT SINCE I WANT ALL OF YOU TO READ MY BLOG, I ALWAYS UPDATE IT, AND IN 3MONTHS TIME I'M GOING TO ANOTHER HOME! (:

Edit: www.springdrama.uni.cc --> ayan na ulet blog link ko. Don't jump into conclusions kasi! *I'm not at fault*

I am not ashamed of the Gospel.

2009-01-25T02:13:00.000-08:00

Okay.. Another post! There's many things we are doing so there's also many things to tell. Anyway, I went to two places a while ago. My feet hurt bec. of walking and standing and also bec. of the last training (COCC) we had.

First is in Araneta Colisseum. Don't know it? It's that big dome-like figure near Farmer's or in SM Shoemart or for more detailed direction, it's near in Gateway. You can see it immediately it's damn huge. We watched something about St. Paul it's his 2000 year this year since his birth and the one we viewed will happen again in the next 1000 year. I was like wooaaaah. 0.0 If you really want to witness it again then try to survive in the next thousand year!

We have to get there before 7am for the seats. We are planning to ride a bus but fortunately, Kax's father sent us there.

We were like lost pet bec. there's so many checkered black-and-white skirts and we can't find our other schoolmates!

The talk-slash-mass was divided into three parts. I don't know how to call it! It's definitely not a concert bec. there's the mass but some popular celebs sung Gospel songs. First part was the mass, then the songs and some interpretative numbers the last one was the talk.

The talk was made by Bo Sanchez and Bishop Chito Tagle. I was looking forward to Bo bec. my mom adores him every morning she listens to the radio to hear him! I can't blame her, he is very funny and his voice is inviting for your ears to listen. He said something like "Love makes all things new.." ~~(or maybe it was Bishop Tagle)~~ Too true. Love makes you see things in a new way. Love turns your daily routine to a more delightful one. Love makes you appreciate everything! It turns your gray sky to a rainbow one. Oohh.. the feeling of being in love. (;

The discussion had different aspects but it points to one topic: being an apostle and serving others (following St. Paul.)

After that, I went to Chinatown (Ongpin). Me, my aunt, and our kakilala rode LRT. (I was insisting to ride one after in the Araneta Coliseum but my friends don't know how) I feel like taking that! And I got what I want.

I don't know why I went there (Ongpin) my feet was pushing me to go there! There's a crowd and there's dragon who takes round in every stores and dances. We bought Chinese delicacies. I also bought a charm bracelet. So this is it. After you picked on any item you want, the lady there makes parang prayer and puts it in a bowl w/ a gold color na medyo kupas. I was kinda dissapointed bec. my bracelet wasn't put there! Nonetheless, you are the one who makes your luck and destiny doesn't pick you but you're the one who'll choose w/c one you'll take.

Updates:
-Our 4th and last monthly test was finished last Jan. 22-23
-The announcing of the incoming CAT officers is, if Imma not mistaken, this week. WTF.
-JS Prom on Feb. 20! (Di pa ko pumapayat!! aww....)

Burn Your Calories

2009-01-23T02:37:00.000-08:00

Do you know what's HHWW stands for? It's Holding Hands While Walking! I'm gonna tell you more of that later in this post.

So this is kinda late. I am going to tell you what happened in our Educational Outbound (field trip na pinasosyal but it challenges our physical capacity) I can't meet kasi my schedule e. Ang dami kasing ginagawa syempre 3mos. na lang summer na!

Our planned destinations are Camp Capinpin, Calinuan Cave, and Daranak Falls. I know you're itching on what happened and I won't be the one to cut your excitement bec. I'm going to tell it detail and detail so now just shut up and read~!

Camp Capinpin - At first I thought we're going to witness a real battle of soldiers kasi before we went there they were like saying "..may mga sundalo dun e" but it was a soldiers' den pala! I thought na yung PMA sa Baguio ang nag-iisang training site sa Philippines.

The commander there toured us on their military tank. I entered and its kinda masikip but it's air conditioned daw. Sayang di aku nakaupo dun sa parang control seat. There are no pics kasi bawal.

The camouflaged soldiers introduced themselves then I was shocked when after their rah-rah-rah speech (it was very fast and their pronunciations are hard) they clicked the trigger of their rifles! 0.0

We proceeded to the obstacle course. There were nine. ~~First~~: you have to enter a parang circle na cemento churva. wuaha. Di ku masyadong ma-explain e. ~~Second~~: there's this wall and you have to jump over it. ~~Third~~: there's this super low as in low monkey bars and you have to crawl under it using your back. ~~Fourth~~: you have to jump in a parang square na cement you have to do it in the side kasi in the middle may parang pond sya kaya mababasa ka! Fifth: monkey bars na waist yung height you have move by sitting and using your hands you have to move yourslef in it alternately and have to make it in the last line. I didn't made it kasi feeling ku di kaya sarili ku ^^.,

I forgot na yung 4 kasi dinaanan lang namin kasi mahirap sila.

We had a lecture on how to survive in a jungle. No food. No water. No fire.

We came back sa bus and ate lunch.

This is the most fun exhilirating great incredible part: There's this another obstacle and guess what there's only one rope you have to cross in it. ONE rope. You have to walk in there! Pero may hawakan naman sya yung parang sa hanging bridge. I did it! At first syempre nakakatakot but when you're in there it's peaceful kasi ang tahimik tapos mahangin (w/c makes the rope swing). My classmates were saying: You're going down Ranyah! You're going down! I turned to them and I was going to scream sana but I can't find my voice.

You think it's the end? There's this rope pa na you have to walk again in it pero there's only one na hahawakan. If you're wondering sa taas yung rope na yun. I did it again. Well, I'm tired and used in regretting I have to make my life the most of it!

Calinuan Cave: We entered a cave, obviously. It was narrow and the walls are artificially designed kasi may glitters na nilagay. The tour guide told us na dun daw nag-shoot yung Lobo. I have an experience na in entering those bec. of our last outbound in Biak-na-Bato at Bulacan we entered like 5 caves narrower and more slippery. I helped my other classmates na di kaya. ohh. so great of me.

And guess what again.

Before we know it..

We were lost.

I was in the back of our TLE teacher and he told me that we lost the trail. My other classmate was guessing the way e kasi may left and right. I know I should be nervous but I feel like excited. It's fucking fun! Getting lost and panicking and just trusting your instincts and everyone was getting wild they were screaming!! And our teacher was losing hope and telling we should go back. But in the end the tour guide found us.

We trekked it was very long and pababa pa yung daan so the gravity was pulling us, well me, kasi aku lang medyo nahirapan. Dito na papasok yung hhww (;

I was holding hands with two boys na nasa unahan and likuran ko. E kasi nga pababa! So nahihila ako. I am sensitive in holding hands and take note I don't do it in boys for the simple reason of ba ka maging magaspang na palms ko. (they're soft since I don't do chores and it's my best asset) OK, now you're thinking I am bragging but it's true!

Daranak Falls: Our last journey. Paul was holding me and parang tinatakot nya ku na ihulog dun. I mean, yung parang tinutulak tulak nya ko.

Then.

Before I knew it again.

I was in the river.

Drowning.

(sort of.)

So he pushed me! I was over reacting I thought the water was full body! Unfortunately I have a cold kaya lalong lumala. When we were in the falls, where the water from the falls is dropping, it was hard to breathe!

We were going to change na kaya lang it's a long line sa C.R. so we decided to change in the bus. After a while, our principal came and told us we should hurry. Ang lupit nya! She told us things...

We went home I was damn tired! But it was fun. I also lose fats!

Runaway Ranyah.

2009-01-18T22:33:00.000-08:00

Our C.L. teacher once told us a story about the story of a Runaway Bunny: the little bunny always been walking away until he takes all forms of living creature but in the end, his mother has always been finding him. "If you run away, I'll run after you" is what she always says on her little bunny. But don't worry, it has nothing to do on what I'm going to tell you. Maybe.

The distribution of cards was last Friday, Jan. 17. It had always been a habit that every morning before the giving of cards, there will be an announcing of honors*

I was really really nervous especially when third year is getting close. In the calling of honours in the first year, there was one who didn't made it. I took it as a sign, na di na aku kasama.

So nung andun na sa second year, I asked permission to go out so that I can cover my shame or more likely my tears. Kasi naman they looked at that first year with pity kulang na lang matunaw siya! Then Father gave a little advice w/c added more to my sobbing I was trying my best not to show them my tears so I faced upwards, in the sky. I ran to the bathroom and to my surprised there's this man who was peeing! Gosh he didn't even locked the door! I ran again to a distant place where I can hear if I am still included in the honor roll.

Father first called Jayni, ranked Top 5 then Jobert ranked Top 6 then he declared another average, then I knew it. It was me. (Thank God!)

I ran heading the stage, feeling ku nag grand entrance aku dun kasi I was literally panting and running kasi nakakahiya naman aku na lang iniintay, aku na kasi last.

Here the grades the I got:

Filipino: 90

English: 87

Geometry: 86

Chemistry: 88

AP: 91

TLE/Computer: 89

MAPEH: 90

CL: 92

Nakakapanghinayang kasi 3rd grading na aku pa din last na tinatawag. But at least kasali aku. I'll really strive hard para makapasok aku sa Top5.

I didn't go to school today. I've ~~run away~~ again. Why?

*You will be counted in the honor roll if you don't have any 84 below in your grade at the start of the 1st quarter. And if in the middle of the school year you got one, unfortunately, tanggal ka na and di na pwede makasama even if you got your grades back. It's crucial kasi 3rd yr. na kami pag di ka kasama ngayon, di ka na pwede makasama pag 4th yr. ka na. Awww....

Blame It On The Sun

2009-01-12T03:29:00.000-08:00

We have this project in Religion class; we are suppose to make a MTV (own lyrics) about how to show your appreciation in your parents. My groupmates were not as reliable, so when we had our practice I asked Prei's group if we can do a "merge" then she agreed since in my group I only have one, my bestfriend, and in them, they only have four (this was during the practice nga) This happened during the Christmas Break.

***

We had a video, on my cam, but we don't have the songs since we recorded it Unfortunately, Windows Movie Maker can't read it so we have to use a converter. And WTH we can't find one. Since the start of the practice we were like walking walking walking walking and walking. Up until now. Because tomorrow (Jan. 13) is the submittion. Our C.L. teacher is so generous she extended the deadline for like the third time!

I know the post is messy there's so many things that I have to do! Three months to go and it's summer break! Yay! (o^_^o)

Some pictures while we were shooting:

^super haggard!

^still having fun though tired

^oily faces suck! :/

^kapitbahay namin! ^^;

I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Claus

2008-12-25T20:45:00.000-08:00

Last December 19 (Friday) was our Christmas Party. I’ve been looking forward to it since before our 3rd Periodical Exams that’s why I can’t much concentrate on reviewing and got low scores *cries* I’ve already made up my mind on what I’ll be wearing: a maroon jumper that’s uso these days, black leggings, 1/4 of it was fish nets with a flower design on both sides, a black rose bling on my neck, and a brown gladiator shoes (I think the outfit didn’t match well because of this) I bought fake nail thinking I can wear it but sadly, its glue, or should I say more likely to be nail polish, well, isn’t working. I also bought a hair color, colored orange (baduy) but thinking I was going overboard with the hope that my fake nail will work and the over-do make-up, and with the piece of uneasiness in my clothing, I didn’t use it. When Thursday came, I still can’t believe that tomorrow’s the big day! *excited* I thought it will never come because of the three-day killer exam that we had. I was planning to wake up 3am but being the sleepyhead that I am, I woke up 5am. It’s okay, I wasn’t cramming on getting ready and I was just time to arrive at school. After the ceremonies, thank God there’s no mass (it eats a lot of time) we headed upstairs and I forgot I was the closing prayer nga pala,! It’s unfair the 4th yr. are going to be in the function hall *pouts* but since it’s the last time they’re going to have their Christmas Party it’s fine I didn’t put much thought on it Then we proceeded to the games: -newspaper dance -apple eating (boring) -funny bone ( its wherein you’ll follow whatever the committee says e.g., hips to butt, lips to cheek, its by partner) me and Jmie joined and our bones got turned 360 degrees *laughs* -egg catching (this one is boring too I didn’t even had the chance to watch it!) -longest line (girls lose) after the party, my friends want to go to Intramuros, then to Mall of Asia I was having second thoughts to come and since they’re going to bring another friend’s van, it won’t be a problem about the transportation (I really hate my hair being wind-blown and getting in and out of transportation services) I’m sure they’ll be going home late, and I don’t want my aunt to be worrying and besides I think she won’t let me go that long, being the good niece that I am. I ended up going to SM North with our kasama sa bahya. *says duuuh..* that’s what you call a dull, boring, lifeless end-of-the-school-year-spent. Here are some pics: These are gifts nga pla that I received. I was itching to open them I have this habit kasi of opening them at December. 25 na talaga. *grin* I’m outta here. Happy Christmas y’all.

Adrenaline Plush

2008-12-03T02:26:00.000-08:00

We watched Twilight last Monday at SM North. There were no classes kasi. Here's what happened: Our plan was to assemble at our school church at about 9:30am then we're off at 10. I thought I was late. Ang bagal kasi kumilos ng kuya ko. :p When I got there, and to my surprise konti pa lang sila. 6 ata yun. Wula pa nga ata sa half ee. My 2 friends makes spoiler about what's going to happen in Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. I got somewhat pissed off. err. At 11:00 wula pa din yung iba. My friends started to do crazy things. haha. We don't know na our adviser was watching us. Malapit lang kasi yung house nya dun. As in. Habang nag-aantay pa, we decided to eat muna. We ride a bus. We looked like we're having a field trip! We're 18 and very strident. Edward here I come! The movie was going to start at 12:15 e we're going to buy pa snacks. Madalian talaga. I got irritated kasi yung iba di pa nakakabili ng tickets! I thought I was going to throw tantrums there. We were at the upper box. The movie was very nakakakilig!!! I can't help blushing. I got envious on Bella because she has his Edward. Like Romeo and Juliet. I read some reviews before I watched it, di naman masyadong pansin yung mga flaws. But I think Bella is a bit aggressive, (not only in the kissing scene in her bedroom) e di ba parang weak nga sya? hehe. We went to eat. But I feel like puking because of the colors of the food chains, the smell, and the crowded people. I decided to go out, with Kax and guess where we went, accidentally? sa TriNoma. hahaha. I really want to go to Powerbooks e I thought na we'll make sabay sa iba pa naming kasama. I thought Kax was going to cry! We felt oh so lost with no load and with an unfamiliar land. I decided to go back to The Block, and very luckily, nakasalubong namin sila XD E di balik ulet kaming TriNo, pababalik balik kami, my feet got hurt, soobrang crowded pa naman dun sa bagong gawang fly-over. And do you think that's the end of the rush? I panicked kasi it's already 6:00pm and andun pa din aku I swear my aunt is going to kill me!! Me and Kax went ahead first, and we're really damn nervous-dash-dreading. Her house is sa Valenzuela pa naman. aww. I checked my phone, there are already 9 calls from my aunt! huwuahha. 0.0

That Week

2008-11-21T16:39:00.001-08:00

Monday My adviser made parinig to me. She saw me kasi sitting in the lavatory of our C.R. DURING the Rosary. (It’s unforgivable at our school when you’re doing something while praying. They’ll make uber parinig ‘till your ears have given up. Super tatamaan ka talaga.) I’m fearing she’s gong to tell our Commandant then he’ll make parinig too and give me demerits then he’ll think it wasn’t enough he’ll punish me, my muscles will crap, hurt, get big then I’ll have the leg muscles of those persons whose on gym trainings. Then my adviser’ll tell other teachers then I’ll definitely lose my credibility then they’ll all agree that I do not deserve to be a CAT officer. Oh, there’s more. She’ll make hatak my Geometry grade. Then I’ll not be an honor student. Uhmm. That’s only some possibilities, if ever. That incident was still bothering me, especially when it was her class. After school, me and my aunt watched Quantum of Solace. Gosh, I fell like panting. Bond won’t stop kasi until he gets who the culprit is, their target. It’s amazing! But I think I like more the first part, Casino Royale. After we watched, I bought a book. I can’t find kasi the book before, sobrang sold out. Thanks to ate Kim she told me about the store. :* I slept at my aunt’s house sa Quezon City. It’s getting late so we decided na dun na nga ako mag-sleep. See? Tomorrow, I’ll have my classes. And I still have to get my uniform at Caloocan and do my homeworks. That’s what you call TIME-MANAGEMENT. *wink* Tuesday After the rosary, we immediately went to our adviser and apologized. Thank God, di sya masyadong galit. During our English class, we had this film viewing about The Patriot, starring Mel Gibson, yes, the director of The Passion. Spoiler? He has 7 children in the story, and his' wife was dead. He has to raise them singlehandedly. His first son decided to join the war, against the British I think. His son came back in a very pitiful state, bloody and helpless. Mel Gibson helped the British' soldiers to recover, you read it right, their enemy. The British' leader knew his actions and shot his second son which lead him to get on a revenge. We still haven't finished the movie. Wednesday I almost forgot about it. We have this project wherein you’ll research 15 diseases. And… It will be pass TOMORROW. Wula pa kong nigagawa! We take for granted our teacher dun. Nag-bibinata yun lagi. Pumipiyok tapos nose-bleed pa (mali-mali grammar) pinagtutulungan nga yun ng mga classmates ku e. Laging barado. Bleeh. Tapos medyo utu-uto pa. hehe. Though he’s that kind of teacher, I still respect him. And pass his projects ON TIME. I planned to get to the computer rental shop as fast as I can after classes. (ang bagal kasi ng PC naming chaka wula nang ink yung printer) Unluckily, we have pa an emergency meeting. Darn. I spent 64 pesos for the rent and printing. Thursday It’s our 3rd monthly exams. The exams will just be for 2 days. That morning, we’re going to make pila na for the rosary. And then, someone came my way. He told me na aku daw yung flag girl (the one who’ll make taas the flag) and I wasn’t prepared! I still haven’t done my hair. Argh. We had an emergency meeting again. Friday Last day of exams. Yes! First subject was Geometry. Before, I found that subject very easy. I remember before I got 6 mistakes on our first monthly test. But as we go along the way, medyo nahihirapan na ko. I have to refocus again. Aja! We had a COCC training. I went home at about 6pm.

Maroon Games

2008-10-27T00:07:00.000-07:00

Ang daming nangyari bago mag sembreak: -Nag baked kami. Chocolate cookies ala brownies.* (may cashew nuts kasi kaya lang di na malasahan) -COCC (everyday naman yan ee.) kaya lang there something that happened nung Thursday rin. It’s so melodramatic! (wuuu. ang bad ku ;P I really don’t know what to feel that time.) -Periodical Exams (ang baba ng mga nakuha ko. hahays.) -Tangram and Tessalation sa Geometry (finished na yun tangram kaya lang yung tessalation hindi pa. sabay ku na lang pakita *wink*) -Living Rosary That’s all I remember e. *grin* I saw a USB device dito samin. Inangkin ku na tutal naman e nakakalat lang. mwahaha. 256 mb lang. ang baba :/ Free sya sa Time magazine. Speaking of magazines, di pa aku nakakabili ng Candy mag! I promised pa naman na I’ll make my issues complete this year. May namiss na nga akung isa e. Anyways, opel lend me a DVD.It’s so right for the break! Guess what anime is it? It’s Wallflower, also known as Nadeshico on TV 5. hihi. 4 na cd sya kaya lang yung pang 4th e nag-hahang kaya di ko pa natatapos :D *

Lessons Learned

2008-10-12T02:44:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry for not updating! I've been very busy. I joined kasi our COCC (Cadet Officer Candidate Course) Lagi kaming late umuwi due to the training. For those who are curious kung anu bang ginagawa dun, read this: Kapag pala nasa military ka, kelangan mabilis ka. Di ka pa tanga tanga tapos laging alert. Konting pagkakamali pumping ka ng 1-3 weeks* Huwag na huwag mong kakalabanin ang Commandant nyu dahil ipapa repeat ang punishment sa inyu hanggang sa lumabas ang mga muscles nyu at magkanda ngiyak ngiyak kayo sa sakit. Di kelangan laging serious. May mga happy happy rin. Kaya lang syempre, may oras para dun. May oras para sa lahat. Iisipin mu rin yung mga kasama mu. AT, magmadali pag bumaba ng hagdan lalu na kapag binibilangan. Pero MAG-INGAT. Sige ka, madudulas ka tapos bababa ka ng nakaupo tapos tumatalbog talbog ka pa. OUCH. Nangyari na sa kin yun. Pero masaya. Tawa pa nga kami ng tawa kahit nagkarun aku ng pasa at kahit masakit ang pwet ko. hahaha! The training isn't finished yet. But as of now, that's what I learned and I expect na marami pang lessons na ibibigay yung training. We are going to bake tomorrow! Periodical na namin this coming Thursday to Saturday. Wish me luck! *If 1 week ang sinabi, 7 pumping yun. Multiply mu lang yung week/s sa 7 kasi diba there are 7 days in a week. e.g., 3wks. x 7=21 pumpings, 7wks., x 7=49 pumpings

Sportsfest 08-09

2008-09-26T01:56:00.000-07:00

This week is our Sports fest wherein there will be no classes jut games.. games.. games.. Monday - general rehearsal Tuesday - mass, parade, cheering presentation, games.. games.. games.. Wednesday - games.. games.. games.. Thursday - games.. games.. games.. Friday - awarding ceremony We were last to perform sa cheer dance kaya calm lang aku kala ku nga di na ku nenerbyusin e. But while getting ready, BOOM! Naninigas yung legs ku feeling ku di aku makakasayaw ng maayos tapos sobrang dami kung anxieties, mahulog kaya pants ku? ba ka mabitiwan ku yung pom poms, ba ka mamya pumunta si *Hello Kitty??! Maayos naman ata yung ginawa ku. Kaya lang may isa akung step na hindi na gawa. hehe. If you're wondering kung anung game yung sinalihan ku, errr.. wula. Di aku mahilig sa mga ganun e chaka di aku masyadong confident pati dun sa mga parlor games *shy* Kanina yung awarding, 4 trophies and 10 medals nakuha naming mga red phoenix! yey. PLUS, champion kami sa cheering! woo hoo. *drum roll* Nagpasabog pa nga kami ng party popper ( glittery confetti cherbah ) kaya ang kalat sa gym. After that, nagpunta kami ng C.R. tapos andun kami sa may door, ganito yung nangyari: Jmie(friend) to Quirk(an alumni) : Uy! Asan si *Hello Kitty? Quirk: Eto oh! then bigla syang umisod tapos ayun na siya(hello kitty)! huwwuahaaa... Napatili tuloy aku. Grabe mangiyak ngiyak na ku dun. Soobrang kinilig akoooo!! Then we talked about random things I'm so shy we were in front of his friends they were saying yee hee.. I felt so hagard my hair was disheveled I'm sweating! My appearance was bothering me! We went again sa gym kaya lang di ku sya katabi kasi dapat daw magkakatabi yung mga year levels e kakahiya naman aku lang naka red dun in case na tabihan ku sya ( may uniform kami for the sportsfest ) then after nung 2nd quarter umalis na sila I didn't had the chance to bid goodbye! hmmp. Sayang naman kinokonsensya pa ku ng friend ku sabi nya dalian mu na hindi na babalik yun dito! While typing this post e kinikilig pa rin aku. We have no classes sa Monday, feast ng aming patron. Sa Tuesday back to normal na ang lahat. *Hello Kitty is of course a guy, he's 1st year college now ang taking up nursing. He's an alumni of our school and last Valentines he gave me a bear he is also the guy whom I'm talking to last summer in my post just check it out on my archives click the june 2008 entitiled destiny? Pictures sa Cheer Dance: I'm the one with the pink heart above the head. (; More pictures?

Ashfalls

2008-09-03T01:31:00.000-07:00

Chemistry Time. We went to the Chemistry Lab. for an experiment. We are going to burn some powdery things buy means of the burner there and tansans. Nung andun pa kami sa classroom, natapon yung moth balls kaya ang bahu baho! eew. Grabe asa likod pa man din aku. I felt like the smell entered the my whole nose and taking over my whole being! Then, we went na to the Lab., tapos nung nag buburn yung isang group na asa front namin, nasunog yung tansan + moth balls! Nag-panicked na nga yung classmate ku which is holding the thongs. haha. It's the first time I had ever seen him like that. So ayun, yung isa ku naman classmate he blew the firing tansan and that led to an ashfall. We were like in a snow country pero yung snow colored black. *laughs out loud* Wulang tigil talaga yung ashfall na yun tapos pumasok pa ata sa nose ko! After that, it's our turn to make burn na, I tried to burn the salt and an cute nung fire! Nagkarun siya ng green parang fireworks! Tapos may sabay pang sound nung salt para kang nag-ffry. Computer Time. As I've told, we are going to learn about HTML coding. The teacher gave us a sample document which we can edit. My Palits, which is my unofficial partner*, edited the codes and guess what he wrote? He wrote sweet things about us and if you aren't aware that we are only friends, you'll think that we are romantic freaks expressing each other's perpetuity love. English Time. Our lesson was Princess Diana. I found her beautiful and I'm soo nang hihinayang because a royal beauty like her just died, sadly, on a simple death that ordinary people can attain. We had a group project and the activity that is assigned to us is to sketch her. I'm not into drawing kaya bored na bored aku nun. I was so somnaulent that time! Religion Time. Our catechesim teacher was away because she has to assist a recollection. We continued our activity, which is making a comic strip about that specific situation. It's good because it is by group. Again, I'm not into drawing kasi ee. We worked outside the classroom, at the corridor, para maluwag. Ang haharot namin grabe! We were naghahabulan pa nga because of shoes! We were so loquacious back then. 'Till here. My friends and I are planning to make a blog. Abangan nyu yan! *We are only one section in class, consisting of 41 students and the computer facilities isn't enough. Luckily, girls will be the one to use the computers ( syempre, babae kami, and it's very ungentlemanly kung boys nu ) Then the boys will just sit down and listen. bwahaha. Then Palits always sits down with me that's why it's "unofficial".

The House of the Spirits

2008-08-25T00:34:00.000-07:00

I'd already finished reading the book that is required for the 4th year, The House of the Spirits. I have a brother in the 4th year that's why I am able to read it. He don't like reading. He told me to read the book then I'll be the one to make his book report, in case their English teacher told them to do so. But he did not forced me to read. I have done it on my own liberty since I found the book interesting. At first, I thought the story is about the "hidden" stories that have never been told in the New Testament. Kung baga, akalo ko "behind the scenes" or tingin ko, yung parang nagdagdag lang sila, in-elaborate nila. Because at the first sentence, there's this line: Barrabas came to us by sea. . . So I thought Barrabas was the criminal churva in the Bible. Then, I realized that it was not a "behind the scene" story in the New Testament the moment I finished the first few pages of Chapter 1. dummy.. The book consists of 400 + pages. It's the first time I'll read a hundred page book. I thought I'll give up but I found the story so intruiging and it did not make me bored. I really enjoyed it! The author made me felt I was really in their world and I shared every bit of grief and happiness with the Truebas especially on Alba. It has some ex-rated scenes. It is not porn but merely an expression of their love and their hunger for the flesh. I find no words to describe how great the book is. I hope there will be Part 2! *puts hand on chin and dreams...*

6teenth

2008-08-22T01:12:00.000-07:00

These were the dresses that I fitted. They're so cute right? Since it is very expensive, I only have to pick one or two! It's so hard choosing so I made this plan: 2 dresses or 1 dress + a jacket ( which I was also planning to buy) I picked the equation 2, but unfortunately, the jacket won't fit even the largest! ( ganun na ba aku kataba? ) I bought the pink one e I forgot na the "equations" so yun lang yung nabili ko. I also bought fish net and wedges!

today and yesterday

2008-08-21T01:16:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, we had our annual recollection at our function hall. We started eventually after our flag ceremony. There were no significant events, parang katulad pa rin nung last year though may mga umiyak din. May konting issues pa nga dun sa mga nag-shared kaya lang hindi nagsalita yung mga involved. I'm not in the position to put the story here kasi di ko din alam yung ibang details chaka di aku comfortable e. We were not able to finish because the classes were suspended due to bad weather ( nakakabitin! x_x sabi pa nga nung iba, 350 na ba yun? ) Anyways, our adviser talked to me that I'm too "close" to my seatmate and that's why my "suitor kuno"did a malicious act that led to my first trip to the guidance office, kasi daw ganun na daw yung magiging trato ng mga classmates ku sa kin. I should have not let boys hold or touch me daw then she thought that that seatmate of mine kissed me kasi daw nilapit daw ni Seatmate yung palm niya sa mukha ko tapos lumapit. Hay naku, ewan ko ba! To my part, I just moved kasi medyo mainit sa pwesto ko e si Seatmate tapat ng aircon. Ready for a confession? I am falling for Seatmate I asked Seatmate kanina kung anung qualifications nya para sa mga girls. 1. maganda 2. seryoso 3. di mapaglaro 4. honest 5.. 6.. I forgot the other two kasi after Seatmate told me the "qualifications" I asked whom of our classmates describes the best about it then he said that si *a*** daw, the ex girlfriend of my bestfriend's ex. So, it's better that I'll just forgot the "qualifications" kasi tinanong ko kung anu bang kulang ku guess what he answered? wula daw dun. errr.. I got home at about 7:30 na kahapon kasi yung aunt ku pinagbantay pa ku ng store niya. >.< I was so excited to tell this one to you, kaya medyo halu-halo na yung nangyari nung yesterday and ngayon.

first periodical torture

2008-08-15T23:33:00.000-07:00

Last August 13, 14, and 15 was our Periodical Exams. It was always half-day so the period of rest and review is long. I was in hurry to finish my subjects because I wanna sleep long. But unfortunately, I made it up at almost midnight. I thought that, "sige.. bahala na.. bahala na si batman! kung bumagsak, e di bumagsak!" but deep inside I was in guilt if I fail. "di ba gusto mong makasama sa Honor Roll? Kaya mag-aral ka!" During the first day ( August 13 ), I was really frightened because we'll be taking our Geometry! ( though it was last ) I was also in fear for our English. I studied and yet I don't know what happened. I can't remember what I had studied! syeet. Second Day. We took up our World History. I didn't reviewed well because there was so many gods, godesses, places, dates, and everything that involves history to be memorized! ( hello what do you expect on a history class? ) I thought that our test was a bit easy, but it was difficult! ( or it was just the consequences of not reviewing? ) Third Day. The tests we took was OK well, I thought, but during the last examination as I was to pass my Filipino paper, the proctor, which was our English teacher, asked me what happened to my exams and she was really dissapointed for her expectations. argh! So now I have a clue that I didn't got a high score on her subject. >:(

Anyways, here are pictures last August 8 during our annual check-up at the Clinic and after we watched a movie to make a review at our Audio Visual Room ( it was my first time to be there because during our first and second years, we had no chance to visit it )

gomen jmie^^ the camera doesn't like you! pretty bitches. me, jmie, nina *laughing out loud*

w/ misz flipzy MHARIELLE!

here you go mimi (:

I'm envy of your dimple, gelene!

bye july.. hello august!

2008-08-05T02:50:00.000-07:00

Whoahh. I have not been updating this! Saktong 1 month! Anyways, ang dami nga palang nangyari: -birthday ni jobert nagpunta kami sa bahay nila ang dami namin parang field trip! -nutri-week kakapagod pero enjoy! in charged aku magbantay sa Seniors nung nitri-race( parang amazing race ) -birthday ni sang-sang ang dami pa din namin! well, what do you expect? super bond kaming mga Juniors nu. :P -nagpunta aku ng clinic. TONCILITIS! err. -monthly test pasang awa aku sa Religion. :/ -sumali aku sa "Nawawalang Kabanata ng Noli Me Tangere" as Sisa. lol. Pero nag-quit aku kanina lang. Sinumarrized ku na lang siya. There's still so many things that had happened. :D August na pala! Grabe di ku namalayan! Periodical Test na namin next week! Magsisimula na naman ang madugong linggooo!!

it kept on raining

2008-07-03T01:25:00.001-07:00

Last Saturday my mom accompanied me to the doctor for my eye check-up. She told me that if we'll finish early, we'll go shopping.

I got super excited so kaya nung andun na kami after endless hours of waiting and reading The House of the Spirits, tango na lang aku ng tango dun sa doctor para matapos na agad. mwahaha.

Then we went shopping!

They're soo pink right? Pink. Pink. Pink. I also bought 3 headbands! I'll be implementing them for the whole school year. I sed on wearing clips. I'm liking headbands!

It kept raining again right? But I kind of liking it. I miss the rain!

Quick post. I'm busy at school. We'll be having our nutrition contests and we, officers of the Homemakers Club, are still planning the contest. XD

love mishaps

2008-06-27T02:57:00.000-07:00

This year is the 100th year of St. Paul. ( I think I'm not listening to the long speech of our principal! ) Going back, there had been a mass a while ago due to its 100th year. Of course, we always have a practice, days before the Holy Eucharist. I got so gloomy during the last practice, which is exclusively for the class, club, and SBO officers. insert: I'm the Public Relations Officer of the Homemaker's Club. I'm actually not proud of it because when the mid months of the school year come, clubs will be forgotten like that of the memory of a rotting cat. I saw my old lover. He's just 10 inches from me! He's sitting on the same bench where I was and there are only two people in betweeen us, but I'm the only one who feels that "something" for him. In short, he doesn't love me back. It's really unlucky that he's just that near from me. I wish it was 100 km.! I hate him. I really do. It's not because of that "not-love-me-back" thing but when I see him, I remembered that day when I gave him a letter, in line to make his confession. ( not for m, at the priest) It's just like that scenes from J-Doramas! I feel like lowering my pride for the millionth of time for him! I don't know what Dr. Love injected on my brain to make such thing! Ok, ok, I know you're making a violent reaction on the paragraph above. I admit it. It's my fault. re-phrase: I hate myself. I really do. I also saw him a while ago during the mass. I'm not looking for him! I maybe having a weird eye problem, my eyes automatically spots him! But I loathe what I saw. He's sitting quite beside his "rumored girlfriend" there's just this boy in midpoint but if that boy is not there, there will be ants heading toward them. This year and the years to come, I'll never going to talk to him again! Before, when I was still in my freshmen years, we used to talk everyday, even on the phone but I'm the one who calls him, not he. ( see how I lowered my pride? ) I still remember our sweet moments. I mean, my considered sweet moments with him. But I'm not going to publish it here, he may see it as a "napaka-feeling-naman-nito" Remember the Guy Destiny from my other entry about love? He's not the same person as I'm referring to right now. I'm going to call this guy now as Pokemon. haha. Such.

haven't I told you?

2008-06-26T02:01:00.000-07:00

I haven't told you pa pala. Remember the book which we are required to buy?

My mom already bought it! Maybe it has been three weeks since then and of course, I already finished it last last Sunday. Yep, only a ~~day.~~

Nabitin pa nga aku e!

And I discovered that there is another cover of the book, but almost all of us have the animated.

But anyway, I really liked it. So fictional. I love books about fictions!

I just want to clear thing up. The entry down is purely opinionated. Therefore, It does not affect the school, Blogger, and uni.cc (;

click me

2008-06-24T02:43:00.000-07:00

I changed my skin! Is it beautiful? This is a more "spring time" which is the concept of my blog. Anyways, I haven't been updating these past few days. I am busy at school. There are many things to do on the first month and I think the school is just impressing us that they picked the right school, that there are more opportunities here than that one and this one. I can't blame them, there are a very few students at our academy and even my former classmates that lived near my school don't even know it!

Even though, I still love my school, there I've met my golden friends and unforgettable moments of high school. haha. Sa hinaba haba ng arte, dun rin pala mauuwi yun e nu.

pistachios

2008-06-13T03:11:00.000-07:00

It's been a very busy week. Uhmm. Let me re-phrase that again.

There are lots of free time this week. Of course, classes are just starting and they're are just giving you their requirements the lesson proper is out of the list.

It's been a very busy week. We often hop at malls and when we came back to school, we're the only ones there. My feet always hurt because of the heels! I have no one to blame it's my choice. la.. la..

Anyways, our English teacher told us to buy a book for our core curriculum this year is reading. The book is entitled "Like Water for Chocolate" She said that the book costs 200 plus but when we check it, it costs P 319!

One of my classmate bought it already and I borrowed it and check to see what it's all about. At first, there are lots of this recipes (which I hate no talent for cooking) but when I continued reading, I found it interesting!

A while ago, we just finished on our club registration chuva and guess what I'm in the homemaker's club again.

Anyways, I promised sis Apple to make her a short paragraph for the contest she's currently joining. I still can't check the site so I only new about the free domain. Everyone wants a free domain and it's just a click away! You want to join right? Join! Join! Join! I think only few are yet signing for that so you have a possible chance of winning.

super juniors!

2008-06-11T01:53:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was our first day of classes. I am in a hurry because I really want to look good for school. My mom and tita scolded me pa nga e. Ambagal ku daw! I was really thinking to woke up 3:30 in the morning.But of course, my mom won't agree. I got very very nervous I felt like there are butterflies on my stomach! I felt like dancing jitterbug there. I came at about 6:20 and I thought I was the first one to arrive at our school. But suprisingly, there are first year students who came before me. They're so small! I can't help but tease. hee hee. I'm getting meaner this days! BWAHAHA. There are 5 transferees of whom are old students at school but transferred then came back again. We are 41 in class. We're so many right? Eight more students then we will be divided. Our section nga pala is St. John. (which I think supposed to be is St. Paul) Under Ms. Villavicencio. There's this new girl and I feel like getting acquainted to her! She's a bit fashionista and likes to put on make-up (in our room) that I really want to do but can't! Recess and lunch aren't enough to get pampered at school. It's my mom's birthday today! I have no gift to her. xP By the way, I have no braces nga pala! Pero sa ibaba lang haha. Sorry this post have no pictures. It has been a busy day, we updated much on each other. Gomen! forgive me. >.<

in a rush

2008-06-05T22:07:00.000-07:00

Summer is finally over. I didn't even notice it! It's already June almost half of the year na. And starting from the 2nd week, which is our first day of schooool, I may not be able to update this daily due to schoolworks. But I'm not going for a hiatus! I'm just explaining the consequences that might be happening from June 10 onwards. awww. o.o My mind is going to twist in my Twitter! How can I put in in my blog? Someone help..

destiny?

2008-06-05T00:23:00.000-07:00

I really don't believe in ~~destiny~~. We're the ones who can control our own life and we can change everything that has to be rendered. But there's something that happened a while ago which made me confused on my belief. While we were walking, going to my aunt's store, there's this guy in front of us I just saw his back and I suspected that I knew him, but I just ignored. Then he viewed his side then I was right! I knew him! He's a former 4th year in our school and during Valentine's Day he gave me something that I kept secret on my mom. It's not that she'll got mad at me but I don't want her blabbing about it on my family and going to tease me. My legs are trembling and I really don't know what to do! I got frightened so much that I can't hardly breath! I just stand there and watch him walk away not even calling him. He was my crush before but thinking that I won't able to see him again, I just forgot how I felt about him. I really thought I'll never going to see him again. He lives in Valenzuela and I find no reason for him to go to Caloocan! I think he went to our school maybe to visit it or something which I was planning to do too! But I forgot to drop by I'm melting it's really hot!

permed!

2008-06-04T21:46:00.000-07:00

*Not yet permed here!

I permed my hair again! It was the second time around the first time was last April 2007.

That last time was really biglaan 'cause I didn't planned for it basta bigla na lang pumasok sa isip ko, "a, magpapa-straight ako ngayon!" nyahaha.

Nung Monday lang siya ginabi na nga kami ng uwi e dapat nung Sunday kaya lang sabi ng aking mother dear ba ka daw maraming tao.

Maiksi na siya tapos super nag-flat na yung bangs kaya pangit na shoulder-length na din siya hindi na v-shaped kasi damaged na yung dulo.

During the straightening, the lady kept telling me ang kapal daw ng hair ko same dun nung nagpagupit aku. haha.

Grabe parang mapupugot na ulo ko kasi am bigat niya lalu na nung winawash na siya I remembered tuloy yung dun sa blades of glory. wuaha.

Oh--and sorry for the typographical errors there at my "too young" post I was quite in a hurry then.

wasted time

2008-06-01T21:20:00.000-07:00

This is a major waaa. Just let me exaggerate, OK? Wwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh. Malapit na pasukan! Oh no! I'm still not yet ready to face my school! I'm not physically emotionally and mentally prepared! ~~JUNE 10~~ The nightmare starts at June 10 then the next day will be my mom's birthday of course, expected of me, I'll gain more weight again then the next day I'll be a big bulge. I swear I'm not really really ready. I promised before to lose weight but then sloth struck me and now? Some of my dresses won't fit. Skinny jeans are a no-no when in a hurry. Can't wear leggings. etc. etc.. In short: I gained more weight. fuck. Got tagged by sis Chescka: You share 8 things that your readers don't know about you. Then at the end you tag 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going. * each blogger must post these rules first. * each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves. * bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. * at the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names. * don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog. 1. No boyfriend since birth. 2. When surfing the Net, I first visit my blog. 3. I hate being called by my nick which is very silly I won't tell you what that is! It's so unforgivable! 4. I haven't been to any concerts. xD 5. I have this make-up set and before I get up in the morning, I first check it. haha. 6. I do frank calls. 7. I have braces and eyeglasses. which I totally hate. 8. I don't understand text lingos.

Tagging: Yesha, Gayle, Alyssa, Lois, Xty, Ryan, Bianca, Mae

too young

2008-05-28T20:49:00.000-07:00

Okay, okay, kwento ku na sa inyu yung guy na snasabi ku dun sa isa ku pang post.

Diba sa hapon we often play badminton then there's this certain guy na laging dumadaan dun sa street namin.

He's cute though I don't see he's face everytime he walks innot even once! But I just knew. haha.

Nahihiya kasi aku ba ka mamya pagtingin ku then he'll stare back e mukang kamatis mukha ku. waaa.

I confirmed at our kasama sa housena cute nga siya. He's fair. a bit taller than me and he's fit. Sige na nga o ayan na payat siya. ;P

He plays basketball and jogs before going there kasi nga di'ba dumadaan siya samin papunta ng court e mas malapit dun kaya nakikita ku.

Then nung isang morning nagkarun sila ng mini talk with my kasama sa bahay.

kasama sa bahay: wuy! anung pangalan mu?

guy in the neighborhood: hmm. bakit?

kasama sa bahay: wala lang. gusto lang naming makipag-friends. hehe.

guy in the neigborhood: ah. kayu? (referring to me, her, and my kuya)

kasama sa bahay: aku? minerva. yung dalawa reinier chaka ranyah. magkapatid yun.

guy in the neighborhood: aaah. aku naman ryan(waaa....... o.o) gerald, ... I forgot yun isa e!

End.

Sayang wula aku nun kasi yung time na yun andun aku sa opish ng mum ku. hays.

He really passed my qualifications kaya lang mukhang maangas. >.<

Actually, it is not uuyyyy or kilig at all. I'm really trying not to fall for anyone again. Before, yes, I fell in love with the wrong person regardless the fact that he bcame myinspiration towards those good grades. Maybe it wasn't the right time for love and the universe was coinciding my decisions. I was so childish that time that I gave him a love letter before classes end! enoughs said.

But now I realized that there are more things to be prioritized than involving myself into a relationship. Besides i'm only 13! and my parents are against teens that are having boyfriends and girlfriends at a young age. (:

new cut and a tag

2008-05-24T23:43:00.000-07:00

I have a new haircut! Kahapon lang siya but I won't show how it looks like para surprise. haha.

Nagpa bangs aku kaya lang it curled kaninang umaga. Medyo kinky naman talaga yung harap ku tapos yung likod wavy ng konti.

I really don't know kung panu nangyari yun e nung grade school pa ku straight naman siya.

Clue? It looks something like nung andun sa El Cuerpo yung si Angela pero di siya exactly ganun.

Anyways, I got tagged by Apple

Art Y Pico

The rules of this tag are as follows:

1) You have to pick 5 blogs that you consider deserve this award for their creativity, design, interesting material, and also for contributing to the blogging community, no matter what language.
2) Each award has to have the name of the author and also a link to his or her blog to be visited by everyone.
3) Each award winner has to show the award and put the name and link to the blog that has given her or him the award itself.
4) Award-winner and the one who has given the prize have to show the link of “Arte y Pico” blog, so everyone will know the origin of this award.
Make sure you visit the link above.

Tagging..

Abby, Aneh, Mary Anne, Denzyl, April

sleepy fellow

2008-05-23T02:46:00.000-07:00

I just got home from my mom's office. It kept on raining so she decided that we'll just rent a cab. The first cab we made para was hindi pala pwede kasi malapit na daw siya mag-off and akala niya sa SM lang kami.

So, we rode another one, then I suddenly felt sleepy sumabay pa yung ulan tapos malamig kaya I took some nap muna.

For now, I'm currently at our house na and I can't help but reminisced lalu na't umuulan. haha.

Me and my mother planned to go tomorrow at the salon, sana lang matuloy. :D

I'm going to post something tomorrow or maybe on Sunday or the day after that about this guy in our neighborhood. yiie! Watch out for that!

rainy days

2008-05-22T21:00:00.000-07:00

Rainy days are quite over I think. Di na kasi masyadong maulan sa hapon na lang kaya di aku makapag-laro ng Badminton. haha.

Anyways, eto nga pala yung parang "indoor activities" namin ng kuya ku pati yung kasama namin sa bahay:

Scrabble

Dama! ;P

(pero sila lang di aku marunong e!)

As I wrote on my last post, andito aku sa office ng mom ko. Unlimited internet ako dito. Di pa nga aku kumakain ng lunch ee. (hunger strike?)

During Friday, may Bible study sila (ngayun siya actually) e kaya lang ayaw ku sumama. Kaya pinagtataguan ku yung nagtatawag para dun. soo ~~mean.~~

I am wearing nga pala yung off-white and pink top yung sinuot ku last Christmas Party. (:

And also, ayus na yung links ko! Gets ku na siya.

help

2008-05-22T20:14:00.000-07:00

Quick post. Waaaah. Can someone help me? Di ku maayus yung sa links ku. huhu. I'm currently here at my mom's office so baka mareplyan ku kayu agad. Thanks!

blinded by red

2008-05-20T19:25:00.000-07:00

We went to SM North nga pala to buy our supplies last Saturday.

My mom was wearing a pink + red pants, while my kuya wore a pink polo (same color as my mom) and a maong jeans.

I was thinking kung isuot ku na lang yung sinuot ku last Christmas Party an off-white plus pink bolero-like with buttons na patong. Kaya lang my mind was set na talaga dun sa red top, which brung me ~~bad luck.~~

We bought at National. While I was browsing for books (instead of notebooks) malapit aku dito sa isang guy and without even facing me, asked "miss san yung ballpen nyu?" gosh! I turned to him and gave him a do-I-look-like-a-saleslady-for-you-? look then nung di aku sumasagot faced me and said "ay sorry" (WHATEVER.)

That kind of incident happened again. While I was at the notebooks section, then there's this lady looking over the racks and without even facing me again, asked "anu ba yung 4 x 6 nyu?" Naman oooohh. "Ha?! Sa ganda ku ba naman to e mukha pa kung saleslady?!??" But I just kept it for myself kasi di ko feel magpaka warfreak nun noh. She quickly held back naman and apologized.

LESSON: 'WAG MAGSUOT NG WHITE NA MAY PATONG NA RED SA NATIONAL.

( medyo ganun kasi yung uniform nila.)

Honestly, it was not bad luck or malas at all (and there's no such thing as those) nakabili pa nga aku ng cute and super pink na mga notebooks saka nakahanap yung mom ku ng pink polka dots na plastic cover kahit manipis. (:

Ayun yung Techno HTML oh!

new shoes

2008-05-18T00:07:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating! Medyo busy kasi ako syempre lapit na first day (June 10) bili dito, bili 'dun ang drama.

I already bought my black shoes for school sa Baclaran kasi sabi ng tita ku mas makakamura daw kami dun. Wula talaga akong mood para bumili ng araw na 'yun kasi maulan tapos maputik pa. Pero kaylangan focus ka talaga para maganda mapili mo. haha.

Anyways, eto na nga pala siya along with the pile of my books:

click it for a closer look

Enrolled na nga pala aku ng Wednesday pa. Sobrang late na nga e. Nakuha na rin yung libro ko and yung Computer book namin is Techno HTML! yey!

Nga pala, pinapahaba ku kasi yung nails ko, as in yung di ko siya ginugupitan pero malinis naman siya. Nag start yung pagpapahaba nung last day(of school) kaya lang ginupitan ku isang beses lang nung ginawa ku siyang square. Unfortunately, yung sa right thumb naputol. x]

gummie bears

2008-04-25T21:33:00.000-07:00

Last week I went to my aunt's store dun sa may Monumento. She sells dry goods not the wet ones.

Malapit lang kasi dun yung dentist ko which takes care of my precious pearls. lol.

She told me na pwede na daw tanggalin yung pang ibaba kung brace e ayaw ku pa kasi nieenjoy ku pa yung magpili pili ng rubber and para kasing me konting gap pa.

Instead, she removed na lang ung parang support dun sa end ung parang ring na metal tas nikakabit sa wisdom teeth mo. ( I think it's called molar ring)

My swimming instructor (last year) called me kung gusto ku pa daw mag-enroll ule as advance na, gusto ku pa sana kaya lang malapit na mag May and baka di na bumalik kulay ko. Di kasi yun covered pool.

I'll be back later! (:

sun-kissed

2008-04-25T21:13:00.000-07:00

We had our swimming last April 7 at Bulacan.

7am is our call time at Gelai's house, of course. It's the most malapit kasing house kaya dun kami laging nag memeet like gawa ng mga projects, foums or just plain tambay.

Sakay kami ng jeep na recruit nila yung mga PUJ types e super dami namin kaya ung iba sabit and upo dun sa may aisle. haha.

Muntik muntik na nga kaming maligaw dun kasi ang gulo ng mga pinagtatanungan namin. haha again.

The trip was really really fun kaya lang super init talaga.

Nung andun na kami, ang dami palang tao and they kept blaming one of my classmates, in a joke way, kasi siya ata yung parang nag volunteer na dun na lang. wuahaha.

So, ayun the swimming part went well naman kaya lang syempre di ako nakawala sa mga hinuhulog nila tapos nasabunutan ku pa yung isa kung classmate kasi sa hair niya ku kumakapit. Xp

We got so sunog talaga, lalu na ku! Aku ata pinaka nagbago ng kulay na kitang kita ung hati ng skin ko! Buti ung iba namula lang, good for them, looks like there's a blush-on that's on their cheeks. ;P

And then uwian time came so quickly sa kagrabehan ng enjoyment namin.

Nung pauwi na grabe lahat baksak lahat! AS IN halos lahat tulog.

Then the next day, ang sakit ng katawan namin!

My friend called last Wednesday she told me na may "iba" na yung ex niya and the girl was one of our friends. >:(

summertime!

2008-04-03T17:12:00.000-07:00

SUMMER!

yes. It's finally here.

Though it's very mainit and you get lagkit easily, at least there are no schoolworks bugging your brain. haha.

Retrox and I are planning to go swimming on 7 due to Magda's birthday.

Sana lang makasama ako!

When I talked to Jmie kung anung nangyari ng last swimming* namin I really got frenzy!

Nagkwento siya about dun sa mga "hulugan moments" nila.

Isa isa daw hinuhulog ung mga girls sa pool tapos tawa aku ng tawa na parang wula ng bukas ng nikkwento niya. wuahaha.

*It was during our sembreak e di aku nipayagan kasi ng time na un ung Glorietta bombing. sheesh. Ma, pool yun!

last day

2008-03-17T19:00:00.000-07:00

I should be rejoicing by now. Well, it is my last day of being a dumb Sophomore student. There's soo much thing that I really really regret.

No. I should'nt have used the word "dumb". I'm not! I'm our perrenial Top 6 for the last 3 quarters and I achieved some of my goals.

Pero syempre, may joyous moments din naman. :D

During that day, la na kaming masyadong ginagawa, tapos na pirmahan mga clearance namin. hihi.

So, happy-happy na kami! We wrote something on the board like, hey guys, thanks sa pagsasamahan, I will miss you all! Sorry sa lahat.. etcetera.. etcetera.

Grabe! Nakakatuwa nung clearance signing namin! Kaka-enjoy siya kahit na super rush.

Ang daming tao sa Computer Lab namin kaya ang init init. Ang ingay pa and kahit ilang aircons na andun, di pa rin tumatalab. Ung academic coordinator pa namin ayaw pa buksan ung electric fan. Liliparin daw ginagawa niya. sheesh.

Tas pag ka labas mu naman, wulang tao sa corridor. haha.

Here are some pictures taken by Jmie:

I know the pictures are quite big I should have resized them. Next time na lang po, I'm very sleepy right now. hihi.

my online diary

2008-02-07T00:54:00.000-08:00

I've created this blog during October but I'm really really lazy to fix this one that's why I just posted something this January. I knew only the basics at coding and I'm not so familiar at blogging since this is my first time.

I'll make this one as my diary 'yun nga lang, online.

So I hope you can teach me the know-hows and have friends here!

ja ne! (:

the pic is distorted. so much of the color formatting >.<